Fear teaches me, sort of aimlessly.
Blaming a resilience I wish I'd seen,
The punch I wish I’d been -
A prey I wished I'd hit.
Overshadowing the dopamine I’d like to feel.
Via guilt-induced tears, effortfully shield-building
Via timeless dampening -
I’m nervously standing, brainlessly censoring.
Jul 18, 2025
Jul 18, 2025 at 5:37 PM UTC
Fear teaches me, sort of aimlessly.
Blaming a resilience I wish I'd seen,
The punch I wish I’d been -
A prey I wished I'd hit.
Overshadowing the dopamine I’d like to feel.
Via guilt-induced tears, effortfully shield-building
Via timeless dampening -
I’m nervously standing, brainlessly censoring.
