Struggling inhaling
A swelling, current
Mix of malaise and
Iridescent rays
Whipping within my 6th
To 2nd -
Is this normal
It’s not
Meditation shouldn’t be
This ***** filling
Royalling current of **** -
God, what happened to the bliss?
The breathing in until peace
Amidst a storm
External;
What did I do to deserve this
Everything -
It’s all spread in;
Sins, loves, memories
The currents of the past
Slamming against my dammed
For too long
Now spring 4th
Only by being
Here;
May I come to
Know these pieces
Long repressed
In armors rusted shut;
This is spiritual lubricant
It’s ******* me hard
May 22, 2018
May 22, 2018 at 12:48 AM UTC
Struggling inhaling
A swelling, current
Mix of malaise and
Iridescent rays
Whipping within my 6th
To 2nd -
Is this normal
It’s not
Meditation shouldn’t be
This ***** filling
Royalling current of **** -
God, what happened to the bliss?
The breathing in until peace
Amidst a storm
External;
What did I do to deserve this
Everything -
It’s all spread in;
Sins, loves, memories
The currents of the past
Slamming against my dammed
For too long
Now spring 4th
Only by being
Here;
May I come to
Know these pieces
Long repressed
In armors rusted shut;
This is spiritual lubricant
It’s ******* me hard
