Went to a party lastnight
It was Ganna be fun
I was with my awesome boyfriend
I really believed he was "the one"
I drank a lot more than I should've
And He had quiet a few too
Couldnt speak the word I should've
I didn't realize what he would do
I woke up to him on top of me.
He penetrated me more than once
When I asked him what was happening
All he could say was what now you wake up?
He kept saying I didnt remember
But actually I remember it all
It was a horrible pain
I ran out the room to call.
But he had hidden my phone.
I locked myself in the bathroom
Somehow he unlocked the door
I tried to leave but there wa no room
There was no exit for me at all
People tell me is wasn't ****
Because we were dating
But if your too drunk to say no
That's a **** I'm stating.
How can I tell people?
No one will believe me
They didn't believe me the last time
Why waste my time breathing
Should I stay silent
Pretend that I'm ok?
Should I tell the cops?
Should I run away?
The pain I feel
And the despair
I was betrayed
But will anyone care enough
to listen and try to save
...me?
May 13, 2017
May 13, 2017 at 3:54 PM UTC
Went to a party lastnight
It was Ganna be fun
I was with my awesome boyfriend
I really believed he was "the one"
I drank a lot more than I should've
And He had quiet a few too
Couldnt speak the word I should've
I didn't realize what he would do
I woke up to him on top of me.
He penetrated me more than once
When I asked him what was happening
All he could say was what now you wake up?
He kept saying I didnt remember
But actually I remember it all
It was a horrible pain
I ran out the room to call.
But he had hidden my phone.
I locked myself in the bathroom
Somehow he unlocked the door
I tried to leave but there wa no room
There was no exit for me at all
People tell me is wasn't ****
Because we were dating
But if your too drunk to say no
That's a **** I'm stating.
How can I tell people?
No one will believe me
They didn't believe me the last time
Why waste my time breathing
Should I stay silent
Pretend that I'm ok?
Should I tell the cops?
Should I run away?
The pain I feel
And the despair
I was betrayed
But will anyone care enough
to listen and try to save
...me?
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