Face to face I see me now
I can only hate but don’t wonder how
The destroyer of lives, has killed before
What’s stopping him now?
A method I can’t ignore
What happened before?
I’ll never tell
It lies in my brain
And I’ll see it in hell
Read my writing
Maybe you’ll know it well
Sacrificing for what
I've tried to console my self
But have anything but
A séance of reason
Is ultimate desire
It fuels my rage
But extinguishes the fire
Ingrained