i wish they knew
me and only the real me
mot the me with friends
not the me with family
i wish they knew
how much pain they cause me
every comment and remark
a knife into the heart
i wish they knew
how I go to bed each night
crying and unable to sleep
but still pretending for their sake
i wish they knew
the number of thoughts
running around my head
killing me inside out
~
but they don't know
how much it hurts
what it feels like
and that’s the thing that hurts the most…
Aug 28, 2018
Aug 28, 2018 at 5:29 AM UTC
i wish they knew
me and only the real me
mot the me with friends
not the me with family
i wish they knew
how much pain they cause me
every comment and remark
a knife into the heart
i wish they knew
how I go to bed each night
crying and unable to sleep
but still pretending for their sake
i wish they knew
the number of thoughts
running around my head
killing me inside out
~
but they don't know
how much it hurts
what it feels like
and that’s the thing that hurts the most…