Full of love and tears
the hour late.
I've been ******** all day
cursing myself for clumsiness
and unimportant inability.
Fed up of being fed up
bored with my own thoughts
and sick to death
of seeing kids in snowsuits.
All it takes is a simple shake
like a dog coming out of a lake.
But that hate sticks to me,
and drags me back
to where I once lived.
**** this" I say aloud
enjoying the swearing that I'm alllowed
relishing the indignity of self-pity
and the thoughts that rattle
as marbles in a bag.
No-one can make me
and so cannot break me.
I am me: ***** and uncommon
bitten fingers and a permanent sulk on.
Feb 10, 2022
Feb 10, 2022 at 6:07 AM UTC
Full of love and tears
the hour late.
I've been ******** all day
cursing myself for clumsiness
and unimportant inability.
Fed up of being fed up
bored with my own thoughts
and sick to death
of seeing kids in snowsuits.
All it takes is a simple shake
like a dog coming out of a lake.
But that hate sticks to me,
and drags me back
to where I once lived.
**** this" I say aloud
enjoying the swearing that I'm alllowed
relishing the indignity of self-pity
and the thoughts that rattle
as marbles in a bag.
No-one can make me
and so cannot break me.
I am me: ***** and uncommon
bitten fingers and a permanent sulk on.
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