I thrash around in the undertow
Conveyored out to sea, fully aware I can save myself
By simply standing up
Instead, I stay in the ocean of lies and fuckyous
Struggling to keep my head above water
I like to think of myself as a strong swimmer
Captain of rhyme and reason
But here the waves deliver blows to my head
And the further from shore, the bleaker my future becomes
The safety line is broken, no going back
To the warm beach where we sat, jobless
And you wore my bracelets while the sun gave us life
The sun, who now taunts me from above
This disorienting, fluid prision
Never again will I watch those educated hands
Immerse themselves in the grains of sand overlooking calm water
All I have left is endless blue
And these spongelike lungs soaking it up
My weary muscles relax and I disappear over the horizon
Toward the red sunset
Jun 5, 2010
Jun 5, 2010 at 11:55 PM UTC
I thrash around in the undertow
Conveyored out to sea, fully aware I can save myself
By simply standing up
Instead, I stay in the ocean of lies and fuckyous
Struggling to keep my head above water
I like to think of myself as a strong swimmer
Captain of rhyme and reason
But here the waves deliver blows to my head
And the further from shore, the bleaker my future becomes
The safety line is broken, no going back
To the warm beach where we sat, jobless
And you wore my bracelets while the sun gave us life
The sun, who now taunts me from above
This disorienting, fluid prision
Never again will I watch those educated hands
Immerse themselves in the grains of sand overlooking calm water
All I have left is endless blue
And these spongelike lungs soaking it up
My weary muscles relax and I disappear over the horizon
Toward the red sunset
These words are mine and mine alone.