i don’t remember when i first felt like this.
i just always told myself i was okay,
disappearing into my feelings.
walking in the stiff snow.
so cold and harsh—yet so beautiful.
watching the tiny flake melt on my finger.
wondering if i’ll vanish with it.
“who am i?”
but even the cold won’t stay forever.
i continue walking,
the feeling endless
my body wanting heat,
but stuck in the freezing cold,
it refuses to stay cold.
my nose turns red,
my fingers begin getting numb
i’m holding onto the cold,
i can’t hold.
“where am i?”
as the night gets darker,
my body becomes fragiler,
the time going by me like swooshes in the wind.
i look around,
“is there anyone to save me?”
the beautiful snow,
will be the one that betrays me most.
as the crystal white snow holds me.
my fingers look just as still as the sky was.
the snow took the last beats of my heart.
bleeding into the snow
the color releasing my grief onto the frozen flakes I once questioned.
“was i worthy?”
Jan 26
Jan 26, 2026 at 7:15 PM UTC
i don’t remember when i first felt like this.
i just always told myself i was okay,
disappearing into my feelings.
walking in the stiff snow.
so cold and harsh—yet so beautiful.
watching the tiny flake melt on my finger.
wondering if i’ll vanish with it.
“who am i?”
but even the cold won’t stay forever.
i continue walking,
the feeling endless
my body wanting heat,
but stuck in the freezing cold,
it refuses to stay cold.
my nose turns red,
my fingers begin getting numb
i’m holding onto the cold,
i can’t hold.
“where am i?”
as the night gets darker,
my body becomes fragiler,
the time going by me like swooshes in the wind.
i look around,
“is there anyone to save me?”
the beautiful snow,
will be the one that betrays me most.
as the crystal white snow holds me.
my fingers look just as still as the sky was.
the snow took the last beats of my heart.
bleeding into the snow
the color releasing my grief onto the frozen flakes I once questioned.
“was i worthy?”
This is my first poem dont judge me lol
