I live in this fantasy world,
you see.
An imaginary time of lent,
in my total control.
One where instead of giving up sugar,
and sweets,
I am able to give up my emotions,
all of them.
I need to forget what it was like to
be happy.
I need to learn how to be angry with you,
not yearnful.
I need to psyche myself into believing...
this feelings ends.
If only for fourty days and fourty nights,
I'd give my love for you up in a heartbeat.
If only you were like my appendix,
then I could tear you out and somehow live.
But I'm left with you as a literal piece of my heart,
I bleed slowly everyday we aren't together.
Feb 12, 2016
Feb 12, 2016 at 2:57 AM UTC
I live in this fantasy world,
you see.
An imaginary time of lent,
in my total control.
One where instead of giving up sugar,
and sweets,
I am able to give up my emotions,
all of them.
I need to forget what it was like to
be happy.
I need to learn how to be angry with you,
not yearnful.
I need to psyche myself into believing...
this feelings ends.
If only for fourty days and fourty nights,
I'd give my love for you up in a heartbeat.
If only you were like my appendix,
then I could tear you out and somehow live.
But I'm left with you as a literal piece of my heart,
I bleed slowly everyday we aren't together.
