i think i forgot to take my pills today
because
i swear somebody just slammed a car door
behind me
why else would my ear be ringing and my
body jumping
unless that was simply the sound of my
neck snapping.
as my
brain
body dis-
connects
and every-
thing
looks like a
circle be-
cause it
all whizzes
past me
my body
can't
respond
because
yes
that was the sound of my neck snapping.
Maybe i just rolled my head
back too hard in agony
tragic forget-mistake
'take these
everyday'
'or what?'
'you might feel like yourself'
what a thought.
This can't be me-
i've cried three
times today, please
someone tell me
why i can't sleep
without dreaming
...
because i always
have to wake up.
Jan 10, 2018
Jan 10, 2018 at 5:09 PM UTC
i think i forgot to take my pills today
because
i swear somebody just slammed a car door
behind me
why else would my ear be ringing and my
body jumping
unless that was simply the sound of my
neck snapping.
as my
brain
body dis-
connects
and every-
thing
looks like a
circle be-
cause it
all whizzes
past me
my body
can't
respond
because
yes
that was the sound of my neck snapping.
Maybe i just rolled my head
back too hard in agony
tragic forget-mistake
'take these
everyday'
'or what?'
'you might feel like yourself'
what a thought.
This can't be me-
i've cried three
times today, please
someone tell me
why i can't sleep
without dreaming
...
because i always
have to wake up.
I hate missing a day, I always feel insane :P
