20 days
Of wishing you missed me;
Of wishing I didn’t miss you.
20 days
That’s how long it took for me to cave;
For me to ask to come see you.
20 days
Since I’ve felt any emotions;
Since I felt like I had reason to breathe.
20 days
The longest days I’ve ever lived
And you haven’t even kept count.
20 days
Because we were both too busy;
Because I don’t want you to know I love you.
20 days
Since I thought we might become something
And realized that’s not what you wanted.
1 hour
Since you held me like you loved me;
Since you told me I couldn’t stay.
1 minute
That’s all it took to break my heart.
Better you than anyone else I suppose.