I hold on to everything
Yet I can't seem to let anything go
Broken shards of
memories
that mock me
And fight my mind.
At night these thoughts,
destroy me and take over
my soul.
And suddenly,
I find myself
Quiet and all alone!
"It's ok to me everything,
Yes,every single thought"
they say.
But how will that help when these,
Troubling emotions,
Won't go away!
So here I am again
at night,
Afraid of myself ,afraid of the light
And suddenly,I find myself,
Quiet
And out of control.
I feel like a lonely star
in the sky.
In this life I once
felt hope, but
It became difficult to
repair from the troubling emotions !
My smile hides my tears,
and you only know
My cover!
I just want something
better,
To not feel this terror.
I get broken each day,
Keeping these
emotions in my core,
I wish I'd find
Myself very soon
I won't practise
my smiles in the
mirror or make
My fake smiles more clear,
I'm tired of living
behind the mask with these Troubling Emotions !
Dec 13, 2018
Dec 13, 2018 at 4:14 AM UTC
I hold on to everything
Yet I can't seem to let anything go
Broken shards of
memories
that mock me
And fight my mind.
At night these thoughts,
destroy me and take over
my soul.
And suddenly,
I find myself
Quiet and all alone!
"It's ok to me everything,
Yes,every single thought"
they say.
But how will that help when these,
Troubling emotions,
Won't go away!
So here I am again
at night,
Afraid of myself ,afraid of the light
And suddenly,I find myself,
Quiet
And out of control.
I feel like a lonely star
in the sky.
In this life I once
felt hope, but
It became difficult to
repair from the troubling emotions !
My smile hides my tears,
and you only know
My cover!
I just want something
better,
To not feel this terror.
I get broken each day,
Keeping these
emotions in my core,
I wish I'd find
Myself very soon
I won't practise
my smiles in the
mirror or make
My fake smiles more clear,
I'm tired of living
behind the mask with these Troubling Emotions !
#Troubling emotions , # collaboration with Zoe G # God bless