I've never felt such a great depression and oddly, a calm acceptance in my life.
I won't bring children here if they are bound to be the same.
Suffer the same.
How could I know for sure this will be their fate?
But, also, if I truly love them, how could I even risk it?
I never imagined life without raising a family
But I refuse to make little souls suffer for my dream.
Excuse my French, but **** you anxiety.
Oct 9, 2020
Oct 9, 2020 at 10:56 AM UTC
I've never felt such a great depression and oddly, a calm acceptance in my life.
I won't bring children here if they are bound to be the same.
Suffer the same.
How could I know for sure this will be their fate?
But, also, if I truly love them, how could I even risk it?
I never imagined life without raising a family
But I refuse to make little souls suffer for my dream.
Excuse my French, but **** you anxiety.
I get crippling anxiety and panic attacks sometimes. Even on a normal day I'm a pretty anxious person. I don't know how I could live with myself if I passed this on to them. Almost every day is a struggle.
