___________________________
*shake, cold, ****
**Make me believe these forgeries spitting off your tongue,
thinking I am someone to purely award you my love.
when you're nothing more then trash**
no, stop, crys,
**"Make me?"
make you not take the vial of my youth, you hold it,
worthless to me, but worth everything you still hold over me.**
years, passed, two,
**Make the memories go away,
of all the things from that awful day,
you hold nothing and everything over me,**
black-out, leg-spaz, cry-now,
**Make me lose control of myself,
"do you really know yourself?
what is happening to you?"**
count, tiles, breathe,
**Makes me know the length and width
of every ceiling, every floor, every wall, of every room,
I'm stuck inside of as I struggle to just breathe,**
in, and, out,
**makes me wonder why I can't do these simple things,
makes me remember all my other flaws and mistakes,
makes it even harder to breathe,**
please, help, me,
**Make me look someone down,
and beg with my eyes,
for help, for something**
giving, trust, hard,
**makes it look easy when its not,
I can say it all that I want,
but do I mean it?.**
Talk, to, me,
**Make me tell you what is wrong,
tell me what to say,
tell me its okay when its not,**
it's, not, okay,
**make me argue with you,
make me have to tell you the truth,
my past and pain,**
you're, just, helping,
**Make me help myself,
make me learn to do things I need on my own,
Make me not feel bad for getting help.**
you, did, good
**Make sure I tell myself,
"because no one else is there to tell you,
how good you did for getting through,"**
I, Make, Me
**make myself do the things I need,
I no longer rely on you or anyone for these,
I'm not a child anymore sweetie,**
Feb 20, 2016
Feb 20, 2016 at 12:16 PM UTC
___________________________
*shake, cold, ****
**Make me believe these forgeries spitting off your tongue,
thinking I am someone to purely award you my love.
when you're nothing more then trash**
no, stop, crys,
**"Make me?"
make you not take the vial of my youth, you hold it,
worthless to me, but worth everything you still hold over me.**
years, passed, two,
**Make the memories go away,
of all the things from that awful day,
you hold nothing and everything over me,**
black-out, leg-spaz, cry-now,
**Make me lose control of myself,
"do you really know yourself?
what is happening to you?"**
count, tiles, breathe,
**Makes me know the length and width
of every ceiling, every floor, every wall, of every room,
I'm stuck inside of as I struggle to just breathe,**
in, and, out,
**makes me wonder why I can't do these simple things,
makes me remember all my other flaws and mistakes,
makes it even harder to breathe,**
please, help, me,
**Make me look someone down,
and beg with my eyes,
for help, for something**
giving, trust, hard,
**makes it look easy when its not,
I can say it all that I want,
but do I mean it?.**
Talk, to, me,
**Make me tell you what is wrong,
tell me what to say,
tell me its okay when its not,**
it's, not, okay,
**make me argue with you,
make me have to tell you the truth,
my past and pain,**
you're, just, helping,
**Make me help myself,
make me learn to do things I need on my own,
Make me not feel bad for getting help.**
you, did, good
**Make sure I tell myself,
"because no one else is there to tell you,
how good you did for getting through,"**
I, Make, Me
**make myself do the things I need,
I no longer rely on you or anyone for these,
I'm not a child anymore sweetie,**
