Shame fills my entire body.
I was a fool.
Such a fool.
Such a ********* fool.
I believed the lies that you fed me.
I swallowed them like I took you in,
Eyes, smile, words and so much more.
I can still feel your hands creep up behind my back.
I have started pushing them back down or cutting them out,
But your words **** their way in through the cracks as they always do.
My anger rises and ebbs as waves bring in your words on to my empty shore.
"I'm only trying to do the right thing."
The right thing is leaving someone behind to watch your castle build in the distance.
The right thing, for you, has been throwing people under the bus
By playing it casually cruel.
Your righteousness will find you a spot in hell and I will be at the doors: your worst nightmare coming to life, and death.
Oct 21, 2017
Oct 21, 2017 at 2:42 PM UTC
Shame fills my entire body.
I was a fool.
Such a fool.
Such a ********* fool.
I believed the lies that you fed me.
I swallowed them like I took you in,
Eyes, smile, words and so much more.
I can still feel your hands creep up behind my back.
I have started pushing them back down or cutting them out,
But your words **** their way in through the cracks as they always do.
My anger rises and ebbs as waves bring in your words on to my empty shore.
"I'm only trying to do the right thing."
The right thing is leaving someone behind to watch your castle build in the distance.
The right thing, for you, has been throwing people under the bus
By playing it casually cruel.
Your righteousness will find you a spot in hell and I will be at the doors: your worst nightmare coming to life, and death.