i remember my own misery
like i remember my first kiss:
it was innocent, i was nervous
and it lingered for years
even now, navigating this ocean
of happiness, i remember hunger
and i am drowning in grief
i wish i had no memories;
even that kiss turned violent,
its softness still haunts me
God, i see smiles and hear their laughter;
why does mine not sound like theirs?
i fear my pain has tainted everything
Sep 3, 2023
Sep 3, 2023 at 12:15 PM UTC
i remember my own misery
like i remember my first kiss:
it was innocent, i was nervous
and it lingered for years
even now, navigating this ocean
of happiness, i remember hunger
and i am drowning in grief
i wish i had no memories;
even that kiss turned violent,
its softness still haunts me
God, i see smiles and hear their laughter;
why does mine not sound like theirs?
i fear my pain has tainted everything
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