all I truly care about at the moment
is curling up in your arms
speaking of my resentment and admiration
torwards your careless character
Im so abundant with nourishment and hatred
so filled with the emptiness of me and you
If I can so raise my voice
to were every soul would listen in praise
I would speak of nothing but my loneliness
hurl out and send words into the universe
of my collasal seclusion
my hair grows and with it months of solitude
I almost feel like I cant write anymore
like my words are meaningless
because you will never read them
I will never bare arms
I will never look in your direction
where will inspiartion come from
when your sitting in the park alone
the grass nestles and makes noises
damp from the rain earlier that day
the bench is dark brown
and I sit on it anyways
my pants get wet
I dont care
I stare at the sun
it stings my eyes
and I become further annoyed with myself
further annoyed with my day
and further annoyed with my life
the light makes me feel lonlier than ever
the sounds of the birds singing in harmony
make me feel hallow inside
the sounds of cars driving by
I hope you remember the days
I hope you remember the non exsistent apology you gave me
I will remember everything
Nov 1, 2010
Nov 1, 2010 at 9:17 AM UTC
all I truly care about at the moment
is curling up in your arms
speaking of my resentment and admiration
torwards your careless character
Im so abundant with nourishment and hatred
so filled with the emptiness of me and you
If I can so raise my voice
to were every soul would listen in praise
I would speak of nothing but my loneliness
hurl out and send words into the universe
of my collasal seclusion
my hair grows and with it months of solitude
I almost feel like I cant write anymore
like my words are meaningless
because you will never read them
I will never bare arms
I will never look in your direction
where will inspiartion come from
when your sitting in the park alone
the grass nestles and makes noises
damp from the rain earlier that day
the bench is dark brown
and I sit on it anyways
my pants get wet
I dont care
I stare at the sun
it stings my eyes
and I become further annoyed with myself
further annoyed with my day
and further annoyed with my life
the light makes me feel lonlier than ever
the sounds of the birds singing in harmony
make me feel hallow inside
the sounds of cars driving by
I hope you remember the days
I hope you remember the non exsistent apology you gave me
I will remember everything
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