My birth control is making
Me crazy again.
Breakdown, rage, comfort,
Repeat. Repeat.
Like clockwork,
I have to remind myself that
"I'm no monster", "it's the hormone",
"I swear I still crave you".
My love for you is
A radiant bloom, being
Suppressed and bullied by the
Bushes bearing thorns.
My hatred for you is
The shell of the bird that
Traps the life inside, leading
It to claw it's way out to breathe.
Wait for me to emerge,
My shell is holding me back
As a safety protocol.
I have not been born yet.
Apr 17, 2018
Apr 17, 2018 at 2:19 AM UTC
My birth control is making
Me crazy again.
Breakdown, rage, comfort,
Repeat. Repeat.
Like clockwork,
I have to remind myself that
"I'm no monster", "it's the hormone",
"I swear I still crave you".
My love for you is
A radiant bloom, being
Suppressed and bullied by the
Bushes bearing thorns.
My hatred for you is
The shell of the bird that
Traps the life inside, leading
It to claw it's way out to breathe.
Wait for me to emerge,
My shell is holding me back
As a safety protocol.
I have not been born yet.
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