It's interesting to learn to love yourself,
when you hadn't known before that you didn't.
To learn to love the sound of your voice
without knowing you thought it was grating.
To learn to love the color of your eyes
before realizing you thought their grey was dull.
To learn to love your skin, even,
as you come to understand you have always wanted to claw it off.
To learn to love your idiosyncracies
as you discover that they irritated you to no end.
To learn to love yourself in your entirity
even as you learn you had resigned yourself to being unlovable,
to yourself or anyone else.
(Especially anyone else)
It's interesting to learn to love yourself,
when you don't fully comprehend your own self-hate.
h.f.m.
Jun 7, 2018
Jun 7, 2018 at 5:39 PM UTC
It's interesting to learn to love yourself,
when you hadn't known before that you didn't.
To learn to love the sound of your voice
without knowing you thought it was grating.
To learn to love the color of your eyes
before realizing you thought their grey was dull.
To learn to love your skin, even,
as you come to understand you have always wanted to claw it off.
To learn to love your idiosyncracies
as you discover that they irritated you to no end.
To learn to love yourself in your entirity
even as you learn you had resigned yourself to being unlovable,
to yourself or anyone else.
(Especially anyone else)
It's interesting to learn to love yourself,
when you don't fully comprehend your own self-hate.
h.f.m.
