I thought I could live through
this. I can live through this,
and I will. But small reminders
of how much I loved you burn long
after I think I'm fine. We
crumbled then, we fell
apart, but these stones are
too heavy for me to lift
alone and there is no one to help
me try and rebuild us. In that absence
I will try and rebuild myself
and ignore the holes left over when you
are no longer here, when I
scan myself and find myself lacking.
May 7, 2014
May 7, 2014 at 2:42 PM UTC
I thought I could live through
this. I can live through this,
and I will. But small reminders
of how much I loved you burn long
after I think I'm fine. We
crumbled then, we fell
apart, but these stones are
too heavy for me to lift
alone and there is no one to help
me try and rebuild us. In that absence
I will try and rebuild myself
and ignore the holes left over when you
are no longer here, when I
scan myself and find myself lacking.
April 9, 2014
5:44 PM
edited May 1, 2014
