from
your cage of fleshly endeavors
closed so many doors
in my face
our future dissolved
into nothingness
soggy eyes blinded my
emergency exit
this heart shattered
buckling knees
could barely move
my leaden feet
managed to find
a precariously placed
cement gray
stepping stone
promising only
unfathomable desolation
into unknown destinations
unsolved mysteries
editing personal histories
who what why
riddle psyche and soul
onto a continuous
loop
Jul 12, 2014
Jul 12, 2014 at 5:09 PM UTC
from
your cage of fleshly endeavors
closed so many doors
in my face
our future dissolved
into nothingness
soggy eyes blinded my
emergency exit
this heart shattered
buckling knees
could barely move
my leaden feet
managed to find
a precariously placed
cement gray
stepping stone
promising only
unfathomable desolation
into unknown destinations
unsolved mysteries
editing personal histories
who what why
riddle psyche and soul
onto a continuous
loop
July 14, 2002 - now almost 12 years ago, is the day that lives in infamy in my and my families life.My husband of nearly 20 years was murdered in his office. Assailant and reason still unknown .Not a robbery. While my emotions are not as raw as in the early days & months the heartbreak of those first hours and weeks still resounds in me . Unless I get a memory loss disease ,will stay with me until my last day in this earthly shell.Tom , you are not forgotten.That is an ending none of us ever fathomed for you .
