I often forget
my friends are human.
I hold them in high regard,
like a jar of gems in the sun.
As the years circulate,
they have talked me down
from tearing my brain out
unlike my family
they're honest,
not afraid to tell me anything
even if it hurts.
*Like that time I was dating that girl
and everyone called her a ****** hell-bitch.*
I only carry the secrets
they've asked me to in my pockets.
My family encourages me to make money.
My friends tell me to do whatever makes me content.
So sometimes my gratitude
transforms
these humans into deities
that do no wrong.
I'm shocked
at their careless decisions
disgusted
by their occasional irrationality.
How dare they soil the image I've created in my brain
to which I then project unto them!
The world disappoints me
as a whole--
but that's expected.
My brain & heart fissure
when my friends
don't act like these people I worship.
Until I remember the keyword
is "people."
They're human, just like me.
Feb 8, 2012
Feb 8, 2012 at 7:57 AM UTC
I often forget
my friends are human.
I hold them in high regard,
like a jar of gems in the sun.
As the years circulate,
they have talked me down
from tearing my brain out
unlike my family
they're honest,
not afraid to tell me anything
even if it hurts.
*Like that time I was dating that girl
and everyone called her a ****** hell-bitch.*
I only carry the secrets
they've asked me to in my pockets.
My family encourages me to make money.
My friends tell me to do whatever makes me content.
So sometimes my gratitude
transforms
these humans into deities
that do no wrong.
I'm shocked
at their careless decisions
disgusted
by their occasional irrationality.
How dare they soil the image I've created in my brain
to which I then project unto them!
The world disappoints me
as a whole--
but that's expected.
My brain & heart fissure
when my friends
don't act like these people I worship.
Until I remember the keyword
is "people."
They're human, just like me.
