I'm looking outside the classroom window
thinking of how i'm going to manipulate this ink
into symbols expressing emotions to catch those of others
how to annotate pain
how to demonstrate euphoria
i look outside the window again. i'm trying too hard
no aches
no delights
no inspiration
cold-blooded and passionless
i wait for ingenuity
but it's not coming
i can't ******* go on like this
i can't look people in the eye and tell them i don't care
knowing i'm not lying
Sep 26, 2014
Sep 26, 2014 at 6:21 AM UTC
I'm looking outside the classroom window
thinking of how i'm going to manipulate this ink
into symbols expressing emotions to catch those of others
how to annotate pain
how to demonstrate euphoria
i look outside the window again. i'm trying too hard
no aches
no delights
no inspiration
cold-blooded and passionless
i wait for ingenuity
but it's not coming
i can't ******* go on like this
i can't look people in the eye and tell them i don't care
knowing i'm not lying
I'd still rather feel everything than nothing. There's no beauty in nothing. But is the risk of getting hurt worth feeling something?
