you were always
something oceanic --
pulling,
never touching,
loud
but somehow
without sound.
i had never learnt
how to swim,
but i waded into you
like i wouldn’t drown.
even though i couldn't swim.
i waded anyway,
like softness
could save me.
you had looked at me
like a wave
right before it breaks --
beautiful
confident
but too full
of something
it cannot hold.
i should’ve known.
even low tides leave salt.
even still,
quiet, gentle water
it pulls you under
if you stay too long.
especially if you stay too long.
but gosh,
you were just so --
blue.
and i was so incredibly
willing,
to just let you in
to let myself drown,
slowly losing myself.
Jun 21, 2025
Jun 21, 2025 at 12:48 PM UTC
you were always
something oceanic --
pulling,
never touching,
loud
but somehow
without sound.
i had never learnt
how to swim,
but i waded into you
like i wouldn’t drown.
even though i couldn't swim.
i waded anyway,
like softness
could save me.
you had looked at me
like a wave
right before it breaks --
beautiful
confident
but too full
of something
it cannot hold.
i should’ve known.
even low tides leave salt.
even still,
quiet, gentle water
it pulls you under
if you stay too long.
especially if you stay too long.
but gosh,
you were just so --
blue.
and i was so incredibly
willing,
to just let you in
to let myself drown,
slowly losing myself.
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