everyday is a saddening bore,
every fiber of my being knows
i could have been, should have been something more.
mice crawl through the vines
that intertwine through the depths
of my darkened mind.
i should have been a pair
of ragged claws, scuttling across the
floors of silent seas.
i should have been falling down
twelve stories silently, beautifully,
tragically, not making a sound.
i should have been sinking
with rocks tied to my heart and ankles,
so maybe i could stop thinking.
instead, i countinue to breathe.
***but sometimes I still think of ropes
swinging in the midnight breeze
when i look at the trees.***
(cjw)
Nov 19, 2014
Nov 19, 2014 at 10:10 PM UTC
everyday is a saddening bore,
every fiber of my being knows
i could have been, should have been something more.
mice crawl through the vines
that intertwine through the depths
of my darkened mind.
i should have been a pair
of ragged claws, scuttling across the
floors of silent seas.
i should have been falling down
twelve stories silently, beautifully,
tragically, not making a sound.
i should have been sinking
with rocks tied to my heart and ankles,
so maybe i could stop thinking.
instead, i countinue to breathe.
***but sometimes I still think of ropes
swinging in the midnight breeze
when i look at the trees.***
(cjw)
