I do not belong here
my mind whispers
in repetitive strokes
as my hands falter
and the words tumble
over my broken lips.
The atmosphere is
sticky and stifling,
squeezing all of the pure air
out of my paper bag lungs
in hot pursuit of this
singular weakness
that flickers and expands
inside my ladder chest.
The love of it all
is killing me,
slowly and with meticulous
precision.
The mourning doves
cooing their last regrets,
the poplar trees rattling
their soft lamentations,
the wind caressing
my neck upon a
sun strewn precipice-
all of it has never meant more
than a lonesome swelter
of emotions that press
and spill through the
cracks in my facade.
The flowers that reach
and bend for me
in misty golden dawns,
the endless sea
like molten metal
in the moonlight,
all of it, all of it,
wasted as it flows
through my fingertips
and I dream of floating
face down for
eternity,
where a smile
might mean something
more.
Jul 1, 2017
Jul 1, 2017 at 1:48 PM UTC
I do not belong here
my mind whispers
in repetitive strokes
as my hands falter
and the words tumble
over my broken lips.
The atmosphere is
sticky and stifling,
squeezing all of the pure air
out of my paper bag lungs
in hot pursuit of this
singular weakness
that flickers and expands
inside my ladder chest.
The love of it all
is killing me,
slowly and with meticulous
precision.
The mourning doves
cooing their last regrets,
the poplar trees rattling
their soft lamentations,
the wind caressing
my neck upon a
sun strewn precipice-
all of it has never meant more
than a lonesome swelter
of emotions that press
and spill through the
cracks in my facade.
The flowers that reach
and bend for me
in misty golden dawns,
the endless sea
like molten metal
in the moonlight,
all of it, all of it,
wasted as it flows
through my fingertips
and I dream of floating
face down for
eternity,
where a smile
might mean something
more.
