My mind quickly turns me
From cordial chatter
To hapless conundrums
And historic fantasies.
My phased out eyes
Are listening without listening
Present thoughts
Dissolve into ‘what ifs’ and ‘when’s’ and ‘who’s’
You speak at me, unaware. I smile.
My mind clicks refresh
Conceptualising my lack of attention
My inside voice yells ‘listen!’
Your lips are shapes I could paint
Look for the formations
In the highlights and shadows
The pinks of the turned corner of the mouth.
I’m listening. I am.
Lips oscillating sounds
I can hear the words
Dancing on walls and windows and me
Structured dialect
Deep from the diaphragm
Daring my standard and generic return.
My mind snaps its fingers
To take my cue
Because you’re laughing
And looking
Eyes asking…
So I laugh in return.
May 8
May 8, 2026 at 3:16 PM UTC
My mind quickly turns me
From cordial chatter
To hapless conundrums
And historic fantasies.
My phased out eyes
Are listening without listening
Present thoughts
Dissolve into ‘what ifs’ and ‘when’s’ and ‘who’s’
You speak at me, unaware. I smile.
My mind clicks refresh
Conceptualising my lack of attention
My inside voice yells ‘listen!’
Your lips are shapes I could paint
Look for the formations
In the highlights and shadows
The pinks of the turned corner of the mouth.
I’m listening. I am.
Lips oscillating sounds
I can hear the words
Dancing on walls and windows and me
Structured dialect
Deep from the diaphragm
Daring my standard and generic return.
My mind snaps its fingers
To take my cue
Because you’re laughing
And looking
Eyes asking…
So I laugh in return.
ADHD