I wonder how they can ask me how I am
With such little emotion in their eyes
Almost as if asking for the state of my being
Is simple courtesy
Nothing more, nothing less
I feel obligated to give them appropriate responses
Reciprocating the lack of emotion
And sincerity
It has become routine
For me to hide such barbaric emotions
I sometime walk with those I call friends
But a strange feeling arises
Where suddenly I really look
Between the group I’m in, and the strangers passing by
And my eyes widen
Because I see no difference
I drown in this
A sea of emotion and human personality
Watered down to its most dilute of senses
By our societal conditioning
Telling us to shove our emotions inside
Away from any grasping hands
I build these walls
Piece by piece by piece
Until I forget to do things which were previously common
Such as feel
And actually care about how you are doing
I let myself go
Carried by the current of this sea
Joining the many others around me already drenched in its expanse
I no longer wonder why they have such little emotion
Only ever replying
“I’m doing well, how are you?”
And even when it isn’t true
I wonder if anyone really cares
Jun 18, 2018
Jun 18, 2018 at 5:19 PM UTC
I wonder how they can ask me how I am
With such little emotion in their eyes
Almost as if asking for the state of my being
Is simple courtesy
Nothing more, nothing less
I feel obligated to give them appropriate responses
Reciprocating the lack of emotion
And sincerity
It has become routine
For me to hide such barbaric emotions
I sometime walk with those I call friends
But a strange feeling arises
Where suddenly I really look
Between the group I’m in, and the strangers passing by
And my eyes widen
Because I see no difference
I drown in this
A sea of emotion and human personality
Watered down to its most dilute of senses
By our societal conditioning
Telling us to shove our emotions inside
Away from any grasping hands
I build these walls
Piece by piece by piece
Until I forget to do things which were previously common
Such as feel
And actually care about how you are doing
I let myself go
Carried by the current of this sea
Joining the many others around me already drenched in its expanse
I no longer wonder why they have such little emotion
Only ever replying
“I’m doing well, how are you?”
And even when it isn’t true
I wonder if anyone really cares
