“Guilty!” declares my sinful mind,
Its words reflect what burns inside.
I have not yet known true loss,
Yet treated her as if a cross.
I'm sinful and guilty as charged,
My affection never discharged…
Even when needed most.
My pleas deserve to be ignored,
My words to her too poor a reward…
I’d rather I haunt her as a ghost.
Now she lies hospitalized,
My— no, our affection overpriced,
Left unread like a forgotten post.
I pray I die before I see her death,
For guilt may steal my very breath,
I fear she will not stay…
Kind regards, and my utmost, most sincere apologies,
My dearest Grandma.
Feb 18
Feb 18, 2026 at 3:01 PM UTC
“Guilty!” declares my sinful mind,
Its words reflect what burns inside.
I have not yet known true loss,
Yet treated her as if a cross.
I'm sinful and guilty as charged,
My affection never discharged…
Even when needed most.
My pleas deserve to be ignored,
My words to her too poor a reward…
I’d rather I haunt her as a ghost.
Now she lies hospitalized,
My— no, our affection overpriced,
Left unread like a forgotten post.
I pray I die before I see her death,
For guilt may steal my very breath,
I fear she will not stay…
Kind regards, and my utmost, most sincere apologies,
My dearest Grandma.
Sorry for keeping you all waiting... I'm going through something right now and I won't be up and about for a while... I'll update as soon as I can.... my dearest regards!
