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today my cuts finally scared im not quite sure if I like it or not A part of me wants to see the cuts along my arms That maybe im doing something right for once Giving myself the pain I deserve But another part wants to make them proud Wants to show off her pretty arms in the new top she bought Wants to keep her promise to her girlfriend Not sure if I’ll cut them today or not Do I deserve the pain? Is it my fault? Do I deserve them to always be bleeding out? Do I deserve scars all over my arms? Am I ever enough?
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Dec 25, 2025
Dec 25, 2025 at 11:25 AM UTC
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today my cuts finally scared im not quite sure if I like it or not A part of me wants to see the cuts along my arms That maybe im doing something right for once Giving myself the pain I deserve But another part wants to make them proud Wants to show off her pretty arms in the new top she bought Wants to keep her promise to her girlfriend Not sure if I’ll cut them today or not Do I deserve the pain? Is it my fault? Do I deserve them to always be bleeding out? Do I deserve scars all over my arms? Am I ever enough?
Sorry fast poem just thought I’d share some thoughts here as requested and as don’t wanna bother by girlfriend with this lollll uhm we’ll see maybe I’ll just do my legs like normally arms felt better but thats harder to hide since I do dance
#cuts#sh#bleed#relapse#pain#depression
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F/in your walls
Dec 25, 2025
Dec 25, 2025 at 11:25 AM UTC
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