You've only seen what I allow you to see.
Filtered and remains the good side of me.
I've always been a vessel of hope.
But a part of me wishes to break free.
The part I don't want anyone to see.
I am not complaining.
In fact I never once complained.
I know I am loved. I know I am lucky.
It's just, sometimes, I get really really sad.
Stop this sadness, she said.
But right now can I just cower in darkness?
Tonight, let me be weak.
Let me lose hope.
Let me break down.
It won't take an hour, I promise.
Just leave me alone... for tonight.
Feb 15, 2015
Feb 15, 2015 at 3:42 AM UTC
You've only seen what I allow you to see.
Filtered and remains the good side of me.
I've always been a vessel of hope.
But a part of me wishes to break free.
The part I don't want anyone to see.
I am not complaining.
In fact I never once complained.
I know I am loved. I know I am lucky.
It's just, sometimes, I get really really sad.
Stop this sadness, she said.
But right now can I just cower in darkness?
Tonight, let me be weak.
Let me lose hope.
Let me break down.
It won't take an hour, I promise.
Just leave me alone... for tonight.
http://lilahgran.blogspot.com/2014/12/just-leave-me-alone-for-tonight.html
