(aka been there, done that)
lost between immensity and eternity,
caught between lieutenants♥ who both love me.
& what’s more, i’ll never be able to choose:
they can’t convince me of their truth.
“why can’t they understand i’m stuck?”
“why can’t i remove myself from this rut?”
—they offered me head of their revolution!
promised me black roads & nibiru cataclysms— ...
...do i want both?
you won’t ever feel how it’s like to live a life like me
you don’t know what life is like when you’re like me
they’ll never find a cure for those who are like me
they’ll never understand what life is like for me
i’ve tried not to show i’m pussyfooting around this:
i’ve tried so hard to hide all my knickknacking
because the eyes of a trailboss♥ can mistake
your innocence with guilt and blame
yeah, i’m caught between two lieutenants
with who i share a mutual stint,
either i digest one & ***** the other:
or wish i didn’t have anyone to call “sir”♥ ...
...to begin with.
Aug 10, 2013
Aug 10, 2013 at 5:06 PM UTC
(aka been there, done that)
lost between immensity and eternity,
caught between lieutenants♥ who both love me.
& what’s more, i’ll never be able to choose:
they can’t convince me of their truth.
“why can’t they understand i’m stuck?”
“why can’t i remove myself from this rut?”
—they offered me head of their revolution!
promised me black roads & nibiru cataclysms— ...
...do i want both?
you won’t ever feel how it’s like to live a life like me
you don’t know what life is like when you’re like me
they’ll never find a cure for those who are like me
they’ll never understand what life is like for me
i’ve tried not to show i’m pussyfooting around this:
i’ve tried so hard to hide all my knickknacking
because the eyes of a trailboss♥ can mistake
your innocence with guilt and blame
yeah, i’m caught between two lieutenants
with who i share a mutual stint,
either i digest one & ***** the other:
or wish i didn’t have anyone to call “sir”♥ ...
...to begin with.
Fractured relationships are best solved with mutual trust and incremental forgiveness. Although I believe I've been taught the hard way, this could show my easy way out. If I'd let it, that is.