He'll haunt
He'll smother me
He'll never give up
He won't let me forget
His smell
Even in my dreams
So familiar that I gag
Tears pool when I catch a whiff
Memories swirl
My hand on his
Kissing in the dark
Taking me to the stars
I left
But he follows
Like a lost puppy
Who bites my heels
He haunts
And I can't leave it
Foggy mirrors
Why still now after so long