i spill the words like coins into the couch cushions.
you look at me.
i say, hello,
in that way that people say hello when they
really need an answer now,
before panic, ideally,
before regret.
you look at me.
you look at me.
you look at me.
is anybody in there?
is anybody in there? i joke,
because i'm joking now
because that is how to salvage things
or, at least, it used to be,
pretend it's humor,
pretend it's a misunderstanding,
pretend it's anything other than what it is,
but you're grabbing my face
and your nails are sharp
and you're pulling me into you like limp cloth
and my hands are out to the sides like limp cloth
and you're calling me
idiot, idiot, idiot
and i'm saying
sorry, sorry, sorry
and i feel the metal of my cents start to warm
under the bodies we've got
Apr 22, 2022
Apr 22, 2022 at 6:46 PM UTC
i spill the words like coins into the couch cushions.
you look at me.
i say, hello,
in that way that people say hello when they
really need an answer now,
before panic, ideally,
before regret.
you look at me.
you look at me.
you look at me.
is anybody in there?
is anybody in there? i joke,
because i'm joking now
because that is how to salvage things
or, at least, it used to be,
pretend it's humor,
pretend it's a misunderstanding,
pretend it's anything other than what it is,
but you're grabbing my face
and your nails are sharp
and you're pulling me into you like limp cloth
and my hands are out to the sides like limp cloth
and you're calling me
idiot, idiot, idiot
and i'm saying
sorry, sorry, sorry
and i feel the metal of my cents start to warm
under the bodies we've got
