As my patience grows thinner each day
you seem to grow farther away
the distance is outstanding
yet you seem not to notice at all
none do anymore
The life of me was handed
-of all people-to fate
It seems as if a lifetime has passed
even since we spoke
but I remember in the darkest nights
why I wish to be alone
I am incapable and unwilling to tell
the secrets of my heart
yet still I last on
through each insufferable day
because though my heart is weak
my soul will not be handed over
to that of an indecisive, time consuming
and the most torturous of people
Fate has not beat me
Everyday is a challenge I take
but I feel even through the fog
I can still see
though everyone around me
has seen nothing
for as long as they are blind
I will be forever stuck in oblivion
where none see but all can hear
yet none can hear my screams
none can see my tears
none could ever know the pains of my heart
And none could ever understand
For the blind know more than they
only few can even tell I am here
though of all my dearest Hero has seen all
he sees though you are blind
Though you are oblivious to the pain
he sees right through me
he knows me better than I know myself
Since none can see as he does
none know as he does
and neither do you
you have not the slightest clue
that I even am here
yet I am the first he notices
For some days I wish I had more strength
But today I only wish you
and everyone else could see
and then maybe
you could see the true side of me
Oct 23, 2013
Oct 23, 2013 at 12:28 AM UTC
As my patience grows thinner each day
you seem to grow farther away
the distance is outstanding
yet you seem not to notice at all
none do anymore
The life of me was handed
-of all people-to fate
It seems as if a lifetime has passed
even since we spoke
but I remember in the darkest nights
why I wish to be alone
I am incapable and unwilling to tell
the secrets of my heart
yet still I last on
through each insufferable day
because though my heart is weak
my soul will not be handed over
to that of an indecisive, time consuming
and the most torturous of people
Fate has not beat me
Everyday is a challenge I take
but I feel even through the fog
I can still see
though everyone around me
has seen nothing
for as long as they are blind
I will be forever stuck in oblivion
where none see but all can hear
yet none can hear my screams
none can see my tears
none could ever know the pains of my heart
And none could ever understand
For the blind know more than they
only few can even tell I am here
though of all my dearest Hero has seen all
he sees though you are blind
Though you are oblivious to the pain
he sees right through me
he knows me better than I know myself
Since none can see as he does
none know as he does
and neither do you
you have not the slightest clue
that I even am here
yet I am the first he notices
For some days I wish I had more strength
But today I only wish you
and everyone else could see
and then maybe
you could see the true side of me