Was It When You Laughed?

JAkAlTarBs Poems

I remember walking all around the city Flashing lights and bustling cars All the people kept staring, looking at you You smiled and looked back at your heart It was breaking, cracks appearing You were crying, we were saving Couldn't mend it, coz he broke it Glad you ended it, he wasn't worth it I remember pink clouds of candy floss Long walks on the beach Fun days and endless crazy days Was it when you laughed? That I found peace Was it in your hand That I was beaten Everybody still tells you what to do Nobody gives you a chance to think of you Was this how life had to be? You moved away, further from me Was it when you stood him up That you fight back harder these days Remember the mornings, making toast Remember the feelings, of letting go Remember your heart when you said no Remember that time almost lost Was it when you laughed That he came back Left you hanging for a while After two days of love He never told you what He was supposed to And you made your own Sister talk with him And you two went out And then you left him You barely talk at all, maybe with your friends But they are not around, they never were with you till the end And we can run around, like the kids we used to be And they can TAUNT us now, but we don't see Was it when you were laughing That you let go so hard Was it when I was crying That you had to leave Why did you go through with everything You could've just let me know And in the memories, in the evening When the sun sets, you're still breathing Letting go of, all that you love Let this end now, it's time to go now