It’s been forever ago
It hurt so bad
it created a little hole
that slowly consumes me
from the moment I sleep in the morning
to the midday naps I took
sleep was never here
i moved my bed to where the sun
doesnt reach me anymore
i hated the heat
i hated the hint of
tomorrow’s glow
it’s been years you still
sit at the back of every forgotten memory
dusted furnitures you rearranged
and made a home
there was never love
for you
but i hoped
there was never anything
from you
but i held my neck like drying clothes
i felt ashamed
but never for loving you
it was just i’m ashamed i even dared to
create a space for you
though i felt empty
you never deserved
an inch of everything
i felt.
you never deserved me.
you never deserved the happiness
you stole from every night
and every sun light absorbed
waiting for the day
to kiss you.
Feb 9, 2023
Feb 9, 2023 at 3:17 PM UTC
It’s been forever ago
It hurt so bad
it created a little hole
that slowly consumes me
from the moment I sleep in the morning
to the midday naps I took
sleep was never here
i moved my bed to where the sun
doesnt reach me anymore
i hated the heat
i hated the hint of
tomorrow’s glow
it’s been years you still
sit at the back of every forgotten memory
dusted furnitures you rearranged
and made a home
there was never love
for you
but i hoped
there was never anything
from you
but i held my neck like drying clothes
i felt ashamed
but never for loving you
it was just i’m ashamed i even dared to
create a space for you
though i felt empty
you never deserved
an inch of everything
i felt.
you never deserved me.
you never deserved the happiness
you stole from every night
and every sun light absorbed
waiting for the day
to kiss you.
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