My mother told me
I was a fool to go after you,
but I thought it poetic,
to be foolish for you.
Thought it was romantic
to rush and jump in
much too fast,
thought it was fun to be dragged.
So go ahead and choke me,
I'll cry on my birthday,
dreaming of faraway.
Of chocolate clouds,
And peppermint skies,
Strawberry ice,
The tears will chase,
Each other down my face,
I’ll have a meltdown,
Throw my cake on the ground.
Shouldn't have had you at my party,
wouldn't have stopped me from falling,
wouldn't have stopped me from sinking,
wouldn't keep me listening,
but maybe my mascara wouldn't smudge,
even if my heart wouldn't budge,
I could have cried some other day.
Other than my birthday.
Other than my party,
could've cried in the backseat,
of a random taxi,
on a random Tuesday.
could have ate my feelings away
right beside a driver who didn't even know me.
But I didn't cry in a taxi,
didn't cry in the backseat,
I cried in the bathroom,
at the big venue,
I messed up my makeup,
we didn't even break-up,
we aren't even dating,
so why did it matter,
why did my baby heart shatter
on my birthday?
Over nothing?
Oh, why did I have to cry
on my birthday?
Oct 19, 2025
Oct 19, 2025 at 2:48 PM UTC
My mother told me
I was a fool to go after you,
but I thought it poetic,
to be foolish for you.
Thought it was romantic
to rush and jump in
much too fast,
thought it was fun to be dragged.
So go ahead and choke me,
I'll cry on my birthday,
dreaming of faraway.
Of chocolate clouds,
And peppermint skies,
Strawberry ice,
The tears will chase,
Each other down my face,
I’ll have a meltdown,
Throw my cake on the ground.
Shouldn't have had you at my party,
wouldn't have stopped me from falling,
wouldn't have stopped me from sinking,
wouldn't keep me listening,
but maybe my mascara wouldn't smudge,
even if my heart wouldn't budge,
I could have cried some other day.
Other than my birthday.
Other than my party,
could've cried in the backseat,
of a random taxi,
on a random Tuesday.
could have ate my feelings away
right beside a driver who didn't even know me.
But I didn't cry in a taxi,
didn't cry in the backseat,
I cried in the bathroom,
at the big venue,
I messed up my makeup,
we didn't even break-up,
we aren't even dating,
so why did it matter,
why did my baby heart shatter
on my birthday?
Over nothing?
Oh, why did I have to cry
on my birthday?
rewrote a little of the original poem and thought i would share with you guys!