experiencing myself
empty of desires,
yet continuing to fulfill my promises
and keep myself alive and active.
hard work
isn't as bad if you meditate,
formulating ideas while sifting through memories.
a strange form of meditation while cleaning houses,
yet all the same distracting from the present reality
until you're on your way home with the funds to
provide healthy food, shelter, and a bit of recreation.
hard work
is barreling towards me.
I am planning to jump over and on top of that wheel
which I was in constant fear of and conquer it.
Not only for myself, but for the ones I care for.
If I cannot be there for myself and conquer my
own demons, then I cannot be there for others
to help them conquer theirs. If I am a poison I
shall only continue to seep into those I hold closely, I
refuse to any more. I'm
withstanding.
I will fight the major influences which rest within my being,
I will trim down the fat to create the muscles to carry myself.
No more leaning.
I am standing on my own two feet.
Until I can control my desires,
I cannot stand with you. Until
I let go of desires and just be.
Strength will help me to let go of the
poisonous cracks in the morals I have
so easily let sink beneath me.
I recognized myself as the person on a horse,
while the horse is up to it's eyes in mud, as
I continue to whip the horse to move forward,
rather than getting off and helping it out.
I realize now that I am the only one who can bury my strength,
just as I can choose to let it carry me. I have found that perhaps
instead I should be carrying my strengths so as to only grow more
powerful, within and without, so that if I need to set it down to
help rescue another's, I shan't be just as helpless.
here's to building on top of what is, rather than taking apart
what was, so as to create something new out of the old.
creation's purpose is beauty
destruction is wasteful
let us create and if we are finished
move on to the next creation,
rather than continuing to
poke and **** at the old.
May 31, 2013
May 31, 2013 at 1:46 PM UTC
experiencing myself
empty of desires,
yet continuing to fulfill my promises
and keep myself alive and active.
hard work
isn't as bad if you meditate,
formulating ideas while sifting through memories.
a strange form of meditation while cleaning houses,
yet all the same distracting from the present reality
until you're on your way home with the funds to
provide healthy food, shelter, and a bit of recreation.
hard work
is barreling towards me.
I am planning to jump over and on top of that wheel
which I was in constant fear of and conquer it.
Not only for myself, but for the ones I care for.
If I cannot be there for myself and conquer my
own demons, then I cannot be there for others
to help them conquer theirs. If I am a poison I
shall only continue to seep into those I hold closely, I
refuse to any more. I'm
withstanding.
I will fight the major influences which rest within my being,
I will trim down the fat to create the muscles to carry myself.
No more leaning.
I am standing on my own two feet.
Until I can control my desires,
I cannot stand with you. Until
I let go of desires and just be.
Strength will help me to let go of the
poisonous cracks in the morals I have
so easily let sink beneath me.
I recognized myself as the person on a horse,
while the horse is up to it's eyes in mud, as
I continue to whip the horse to move forward,
rather than getting off and helping it out.
I realize now that I am the only one who can bury my strength,
just as I can choose to let it carry me. I have found that perhaps
instead I should be carrying my strengths so as to only grow more
powerful, within and without, so that if I need to set it down to
help rescue another's, I shan't be just as helpless.
here's to building on top of what is, rather than taking apart
what was, so as to create something new out of the old.
creation's purpose is beauty
destruction is wasteful
let us create and if we are finished
move on to the next creation,
rather than continuing to
poke and **** at the old.
I want to thank all of the people in my life, as well as on hellopoetry.
I appreciate your responses and support, as well as your creations!
Sincerely.
