It hurts me to know that I am alone,
even worse when I know I am not the one who chose it.
All I wanted was to show you a place
for just you and I - a place where everything
I have built my dreams upon would come true.
Every plan coming to fruition with you by my side
as I imagined.
I’ve been thinking too much of you, as if nothing else around me can exist but the pieces of you that I’m keeping.
I’m tired of the feeling here - winter has never lasted this long.
My soul sits shivering in the cold,
waiting for a sunrise I know will never come.
What else could you possibly need?
You have already taken everything with you.
I will try to push away these feelings,
lock them in a box and throw away the key.
I can choke back the words my body is begging to scream,
protecting myself from you destroying every single one of my fragile, wasted, desolate dreams.
Mar 9
Mar 9, 2026 at 1:45 AM UTC
It hurts me to know that I am alone,
even worse when I know I am not the one who chose it.
All I wanted was to show you a place
for just you and I - a place where everything
I have built my dreams upon would come true.
Every plan coming to fruition with you by my side
as I imagined.
I’ve been thinking too much of you, as if nothing else around me can exist but the pieces of you that I’m keeping.
I’m tired of the feeling here - winter has never lasted this long.
My soul sits shivering in the cold,
waiting for a sunrise I know will never come.
What else could you possibly need?
You have already taken everything with you.
I will try to push away these feelings,
lock them in a box and throw away the key.
I can choke back the words my body is begging to scream,
protecting myself from you destroying every single one of my fragile, wasted, desolate dreams.
