I push my bike up the hill,
The lamplight endlessly underwater
I look down narrow gutted houses
And fit my imagination through them, chipped paint scraping against my skin
I walk to where the lines converge
A single point, a fixed value
I watch spectral dust swim in the fluid
The night is cavernous, like a cage
Behind me, a cemetery sleeps.
Spirits listen as factories churn water from below.
Both surveilling a muddy sky
Windows faintly glow
Amber prophesying oddities, a star-shaped bone
I run my finger over smoothness
Above, stripped wires hang like tinsel
A chemical subdues me,
Digesting dreams and licking wounds
My heart has been a dormant thing,
Like life in the desert.
The alley flickers
Under intoxicating yellow street lamps,
A substance I keep inside
A desert bird is nesting
I remember.
A clean river rushes over me.
I remember.
Clear glass jars in the sink.
I fill them with rain water.
I remember.
Opening the cedar door to coyotes in the night.
I remember.
Lemon balm growing next to the house.
But I remember the switchboard loves.
I go there.
Concrete sets in my bones.
The forest swallows me whole.
Feb 26
Feb 26, 2026 at 11:54 PM UTC
I push my bike up the hill,
The lamplight endlessly underwater
I look down narrow gutted houses
And fit my imagination through them, chipped paint scraping against my skin
I walk to where the lines converge
A single point, a fixed value
I watch spectral dust swim in the fluid
The night is cavernous, like a cage
Behind me, a cemetery sleeps.
Spirits listen as factories churn water from below.
Both surveilling a muddy sky
Windows faintly glow
Amber prophesying oddities, a star-shaped bone
I run my finger over smoothness
Above, stripped wires hang like tinsel
A chemical subdues me,
Digesting dreams and licking wounds
My heart has been a dormant thing,
Like life in the desert.
The alley flickers
Under intoxicating yellow street lamps,
A substance I keep inside
A desert bird is nesting
I remember.
A clean river rushes over me.
I remember.
Clear glass jars in the sink.
I fill them with rain water.
I remember.
Opening the cedar door to coyotes in the night.
I remember.
Lemon balm growing next to the house.
But I remember the switchboard loves.
I go there.
Concrete sets in my bones.
The forest swallows me whole.
