Between the hours of twelve and one
sleep comes upon my head
and should I not doze off outright
I make prepared for bed
and every night I do the same
with flossed and brushèd teeth
the coffee *** is timed to brew,
sleep setting on T.V.
There's little more a man could do
inside so small a space
with front door locked, and lights turned out
I tend to end my days.
Yet there's one thing I leave unchecked
and do so knowingly:
The Peephole in my ten'ment door
does seem to stare at me.
But never shall I look again,
not through that small inlet,
because one fateful night I did,
and now I can't forget.
It was a night without a mark
to make it stand apart—
I thought about the coming day
while walking through the dark.
And without thought, I stole a glance
outside onto the street
and through the peephole, there it stood
just staring right at me.
If somehow it could sense my gaze,
I really could not say—
with heart in mouth, I held my breath
and tried to slink away.
I crept in bed and pulled the sheets
around my trembling frame
and sat upright, until the night
did give way to the day.
A knock upon my door at nine
aroused me from my state
"Delivery!" a voice called out—
no longer could I wait.
I sprang from bed, my nightclothes on
and toward the door I ran
and without looking, opened
hoping I would see a friend.
Instead I looked around in shock,
for nobody was there—
no package left upon my stoop,
and silence in the air.
And as I went to close the door,
a wind began to blow,
a wind that whispered secrets that
no man should ever know.
I went inside, and horrified,
I knew I'd paid a toll,
and nevermore could I feel safe
to look from my peephole.
Aug 8, 2010
Aug 8, 2010 at 5:24 PM UTC
Between the hours of twelve and one
sleep comes upon my head
and should I not doze off outright
I make prepared for bed
and every night I do the same
with flossed and brushèd teeth
the coffee *** is timed to brew,
sleep setting on T.V.
There's little more a man could do
inside so small a space
with front door locked, and lights turned out
I tend to end my days.
Yet there's one thing I leave unchecked
and do so knowingly:
The Peephole in my ten'ment door
does seem to stare at me.
But never shall I look again,
not through that small inlet,
because one fateful night I did,
and now I can't forget.
It was a night without a mark
to make it stand apart—
I thought about the coming day
while walking through the dark.
And without thought, I stole a glance
outside onto the street
and through the peephole, there it stood
just staring right at me.
If somehow it could sense my gaze,
I really could not say—
with heart in mouth, I held my breath
and tried to slink away.
I crept in bed and pulled the sheets
around my trembling frame
and sat upright, until the night
did give way to the day.
A knock upon my door at nine
aroused me from my state
"Delivery!" a voice called out—
no longer could I wait.
I sprang from bed, my nightclothes on
and toward the door I ran
and without looking, opened
hoping I would see a friend.
Instead I looked around in shock,
for nobody was there—
no package left upon my stoop,
and silence in the air.
And as I went to close the door,
a wind began to blow,
a wind that whispered secrets that
no man should ever know.
I went inside, and horrified,
I knew I'd paid a toll,
and nevermore could I feel safe
to look from my peephole.
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