You were somewhat my past
My present? ... I'm not sure
Let me try to be optimistic
Be my future?
Please let me know
At first your were nothing but a boy toy
a fool I just used for enjoyment
I feel guilty, of course
I used you for my own selfish reasons
a distraction of my sorrow
Yet that low ember shimmered
your attention and affection fortified my feelings
I was truly cursed once again
imprisoned in a state of mind where my feelings and emotions are scattered
making me feel weak and vulnerable
I did it to myself
I saw it coming
but I did whatever it took to make myself happy, even if I knew the consequences after
like everyone before, you abandon me
Once again I'm foolish and naive, thinking this time would be different
The Damage is Done
Jan 8, 2014
Jan 8, 2014 at 10:52 PM UTC
You were somewhat my past
My present? ... I'm not sure
Let me try to be optimistic
Be my future?
Please let me know
At first your were nothing but a boy toy
a fool I just used for enjoyment
I feel guilty, of course
I used you for my own selfish reasons
a distraction of my sorrow
Yet that low ember shimmered
your attention and affection fortified my feelings
I was truly cursed once again
imprisoned in a state of mind where my feelings and emotions are scattered
making me feel weak and vulnerable
I did it to myself
I saw it coming
but I did whatever it took to make myself happy, even if I knew the consequences after
like everyone before, you abandon me
Once again I'm foolish and naive, thinking this time would be different
The Damage is Done
