I have lied
I have been so jealous of you
Your glittering family, words overdue
And all the green paper you can draw
I have wanted to be you
my girl, a searing fire, whenever I saw you
light sheen of sweat over my hands
clutched together, lips clammed
I have seen nothing
but yet want everything
because it's you;
your words, your touch, your life
And most of all
I want to watch you fall
Away or closer, for me or for else
I cannot -bear- you being perfect
Jun 4, 2020
Jun 4, 2020 at 1:57 AM UTC
I have lied
I have been so jealous of you
Your glittering family, words overdue
And all the green paper you can draw
I have wanted to be you
my girl, a searing fire, whenever I saw you
light sheen of sweat over my hands
clutched together, lips clammed
I have seen nothing
but yet want everything
because it's you;
your words, your touch, your life
And most of all
I want to watch you fall
Away or closer, for me or for else
I cannot -bear- you being perfect