i've spent my life channelling
my anger because the people
around me never accept
the words that i need to say
i am a selfish slob who knows
nothing, forever, i am a child
with a messy bedroom, a *****
who just doesn't know when
to stop, a crazed woman with
too many emotions, a drama
queen spinning out of control,
a brat with bad intentions
i know who i am - it has taken
strange and twisted roads to know
the face that stares back at me
in the mirror - but i do know her
i do not wish for anyone else
to know her if the knowing does
not come naturally, if it is forced
and unpleasant, then i would
rather be alone with her
for me, the knowing is all that
i have ever wanted or needed,
the most honest relationship
i have ever had is with myself
Oct 23, 2014
Oct 23, 2014 at 1:59 PM UTC
i've spent my life channelling
my anger because the people
around me never accept
the words that i need to say
i am a selfish slob who knows
nothing, forever, i am a child
with a messy bedroom, a *****
who just doesn't know when
to stop, a crazed woman with
too many emotions, a drama
queen spinning out of control,
a brat with bad intentions
i know who i am - it has taken
strange and twisted roads to know
the face that stares back at me
in the mirror - but i do know her
i do not wish for anyone else
to know her if the knowing does
not come naturally, if it is forced
and unpleasant, then i would
rather be alone with her
for me, the knowing is all that
i have ever wanted or needed,
the most honest relationship
i have ever had is with myself
