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----flashes----            explicit beauty...                 expressive beauty...                     destructive beauty...    you still look so angsty        staring into my eyes                sating my thirst              hearing my cries                                 ----listen---- cold hand of abuse          hand of love          hand of loathing          hand of passion                   so many words                   to  call them                   but they are my hands                   guided by yours----                            creeping down                            worn out pants...                               ----flashes----              your eyes              your lips              your chest              your...                 your...                   your...       it was never just       your body that I liked                       your hands...               up---down---up---down                         way you graze me                     softly, slowly, gently.                             ----listen----            everything moves in flashes                 just like before---                           how you bite your lips                           how i catch my breath                    how you lean in forward to whisper               ----love me               ----love me                                  ----love me                                  ----love me                                  slowly getting                                  louder...                                  stronger...                                  wilder...                       just like the old times----               ----love me----         the way i think of other things...         just to slow down the time         then i try my saddest to stop it...              because i just know it's the end                                               if i do it now.                             ----flashes----                      this is where i belong                               inside you                              ----listen----                      this is where you belong                               in my eyes                             ----flashes----                                       .                                       .                                       ?                                       !                                       !                                                                           it feels                                                                            damp                                        your face tells me victory            but your cries tell me you're in shambles            Could have noticed it before----                             ----listen----                 now it feels more like moans of defeat                                                         more than of joy                      so this is how you felt like?            my hand covered            in what you slathered yourself in                               night                               after                               night                               after                               night                                         disgusting.                 i'm not catching my breath                 after an extreme ride in disneyland                           it's more like taking a breather                           after foolishly running away         as i look the empty space         beside my bed         the photograph of you         half drenched in my sweat                  it's not passion                                             it's just dread----              and shame              and pain              and longing              and regret          as i walk you down the isle          to the drawer where you belong--- the flashes would end for the night                        until the next        and your ghost        again whispers        closely beside me                   listen--- ----love me.      ----love me.           ----love me.                ----love me.                     ----love me.                          ----love me.                               ----love me.                                    ----love me.                                         ----love me.                                              ----love me.                                                   ----love me.                                                        ----love me.                                                             ----love me.                                                                  ----love me..
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Apr 23, 2018
Apr 23, 2018 at 1:28 AM UTC
love me.i.
----flashes----            explicit beauty...                 expressive beauty...                     destructive beauty...    you still look so angsty        staring into my eyes                sating my thirst              hearing my cries                                 ----listen---- cold hand of abuse          hand of love          hand of loathing          hand of passion                   so many words                   to  call them                   but they are my hands                   guided by yours----                            creeping down                            worn out pants...                               ----flashes----              your eyes              your lips              your chest              your...                 your...                   your...       it was never just       your body that I liked                       your hands...               up---down---up---down                         way you graze me                     softly, slowly, gently.                             ----listen----            everything moves in flashes                 just like before---                           how you bite your lips                           how i catch my breath                    how you lean in forward to whisper               ----love me               ----love me                                  ----love me                                  ----love me                                  slowly getting                                  louder...                                  stronger...                                  wilder...                       just like the old times----               ----love me----         the way i think of other things...         just to slow down the time         then i try my saddest to stop it...              because i just know it's the end                                               if i do it now.                             ----flashes----                      this is where i belong                               inside you                              ----listen----                      this is where you belong                               in my eyes                             ----flashes----                                       .                                       .                                       ?                                       !                                       !                                                                           it feels                                                                            damp                                        your face tells me victory            but your cries tell me you're in shambles            Could have noticed it before----                             ----listen----                 now it feels more like moans of defeat                                                         more than of joy                      so this is how you felt like?            my hand covered            in what you slathered yourself in                               night                               after                               night                               after                               night                                         disgusting.                 i'm not catching my breath                 after an extreme ride in disneyland                           it's more like taking a breather                           after foolishly running away         as i look the empty space         beside my bed         the photograph of you         half drenched in my sweat                  it's not passion                                             it's just dread----              and shame              and pain              and longing              and regret          as i walk you down the isle          to the drawer where you belong--- the flashes would end for the night                        until the next        and your ghost        again whispers        closely beside me                   listen--- ----love me.      ----love me.           ----love me.                ----love me.                     ----love me.                          ----love me.                               ----love me.                                    ----love me.                                         ----love me.                                              ----love me.                                                   ----love me.                                                        ----love me.                                                             ----love me.                                                                  ----love me..
challenge: explicitly sensual by imai; title taken from imai
#selfabuse#loss#flashback#sensual
fake_ian--G1100
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Apr 23, 2018
Apr 23, 2018 at 1:28 AM UTC
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