I feel your heart dripping with saturation
To the point of sedation
It makes you afraid and stray away
From all your playcating
Playful ways being sated
And my own pain has been harbored
Within my lonesome self hatred
For many years at a time
Creating empty spaces
But you are not vacant
Within the confines of your walls
You're only frightened of slipping
Or falling at all
But you speak to me
With the shine in your eyes
In between the words you say
You're a clever artist
Gone, lost and departed
With what you convey
I refrain from saying too often
That I see your approach soften
Because you're lying there naked
Inside of your coffin
Beckoning sweetly for me to meet you Somewhere in the ground
So that we can exchange soft phrases
Without making a sound
Never again will I pull you away
When you don't want to be found...
Just know I'm listening
To your splendid reminiscence
I'm not giving in
To my own cognitive dissonance
Now that I see you clearly
And I feel you dearly
I want you near me
There's no fear and no pain
I'll be hanging around
Waiting to call out your name
Until the time comes
For us to say goodbye
Anyways, I love you
I had the time of my life
May 20, 2020
May 20, 2020 at 2:43 AM UTC
I feel your heart dripping with saturation
To the point of sedation
It makes you afraid and stray away
From all your playcating
Playful ways being sated
And my own pain has been harbored
Within my lonesome self hatred
For many years at a time
Creating empty spaces
But you are not vacant
Within the confines of your walls
You're only frightened of slipping
Or falling at all
But you speak to me
With the shine in your eyes
In between the words you say
You're a clever artist
Gone, lost and departed
With what you convey
I refrain from saying too often
That I see your approach soften
Because you're lying there naked
Inside of your coffin
Beckoning sweetly for me to meet you Somewhere in the ground
So that we can exchange soft phrases
Without making a sound
Never again will I pull you away
When you don't want to be found...
Just know I'm listening
To your splendid reminiscence
I'm not giving in
To my own cognitive dissonance
Now that I see you clearly
And I feel you dearly
I want you near me
There's no fear and no pain
I'll be hanging around
Waiting to call out your name
Until the time comes
For us to say goodbye
Anyways, I love you
I had the time of my life
I will never forget you. Written 05/19/20
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