**** a structure
ive done everything to get better
i do not love you
i do not love you
and how could i let myself
when so frequently i get obsessed and attached
i saw you and loved you that night
its unfair to you
but im finally away
but im still not
that night i looked for every one of your socials
it turns out you didnt have any
but i found what little ones you had
none were in your name
i keep saying goodbye with full intention
of carrying it through
and every time i cant
that night i dreamed of spending time in your bed
and the next night i did
and the next, and the next
and that only made it harder
to have to spend the last in my own
but we had a good run
you always were coachs secret weapon
i made fun of you for that
but by now
im out
May 2
May 2, 2026 at 1:03 PM UTC
**** a structure
ive done everything to get better
i do not love you
i do not love you
and how could i let myself
when so frequently i get obsessed and attached
i saw you and loved you that night
its unfair to you
but im finally away
but im still not
that night i looked for every one of your socials
it turns out you didnt have any
but i found what little ones you had
none were in your name
i keep saying goodbye with full intention
of carrying it through
and every time i cant
that night i dreamed of spending time in your bed
and the next night i did
and the next, and the next
and that only made it harder
to have to spend the last in my own
but we had a good run
you always were coachs secret weapon
i made fun of you for that
but by now
im out
