Im tired of the cycle
Im tired of how easily giving into it is
Im tired of the tremendous effort ive done.
Yet there was no progress done.
There was no use of it. In a glimpse it was all gone
All gone it even disappeared
All gone and darkness appeared
Gone down the drain it all went .
They say live ur life , u will miss out!!
Miss out?
Miss out on Pain? Miss out on being Drained? Miss out on being Stuck in pitch black view?
In the darkness i drew
A tiny beam of light pulled me out
But it turned what almost became Gray innto Vantablack
And just like that i was back
I was back to where i started
The exact same pain that came when dating started
I wish this beam of light never came
I wish i never met it
I wish i never knew it
I wish i stayed away
I wish it never begun
I tried and I tried
I promise inside i died
But they say what is life with no pain.
But is it really worth it ?
when ur name becomes pain?
-Not A Poet - Just Struggling
Jun 30, 2025
Jun 30, 2025 at 9:51 AM UTC
Im tired of the cycle
Im tired of how easily giving into it is
Im tired of the tremendous effort ive done.
Yet there was no progress done.
There was no use of it. In a glimpse it was all gone
All gone it even disappeared
All gone and darkness appeared
Gone down the drain it all went .
They say live ur life , u will miss out!!
Miss out?
Miss out on Pain? Miss out on being Drained? Miss out on being Stuck in pitch black view?
In the darkness i drew
A tiny beam of light pulled me out
But it turned what almost became Gray innto Vantablack
And just like that i was back
I was back to where i started
The exact same pain that came when dating started
I wish this beam of light never came
I wish i never met it
I wish i never knew it
I wish i stayed away
I wish it never begun
I tried and I tried
I promise inside i died
But they say what is life with no pain.
But is it really worth it ?
when ur name becomes pain?
-Not A Poet - Just Struggling