I’ll miss you, I already do.
The little things we do,
the big ones too.
I’ve missed you since January,
since the stars hit the water
and we spent hours by the boats,
I wanted to get close to you
but I’ve been scared.
I’ve missed you the nights spent alone,
thinking thinking,
i’ll see you soon —
and i can’t shake it,
we’ll both be someone else —
I’ll go to bed and it will never be the same.
I’ve missed you in my dreams,
dreary paintings rolling across my eyes,
of us two, too
hitting, scratching, tickling —
you’re a ***
I know.
I’ve missed you since Monterey,
why did we do that,
I turned a place into a feeling,
and driving by will be
crushing rocks,
knives, pierced and pierced,
you won’t come back.
We won’t come back,
we never were,
I’ll be a memory, a faded smell
You’ll recognize in
someone else.
But i’ll miss you,
and maybe it’s not as hard for you,
my heart has slowly been breaking in two.
Dec 5, 2017
Dec 5, 2017 at 1:26 PM UTC
I’ll miss you, I already do.
The little things we do,
the big ones too.
I’ve missed you since January,
since the stars hit the water
and we spent hours by the boats,
I wanted to get close to you
but I’ve been scared.
I’ve missed you the nights spent alone,
thinking thinking,
i’ll see you soon —
and i can’t shake it,
we’ll both be someone else —
I’ll go to bed and it will never be the same.
I’ve missed you in my dreams,
dreary paintings rolling across my eyes,
of us two, too
hitting, scratching, tickling —
you’re a ***
I know.
I’ve missed you since Monterey,
why did we do that,
I turned a place into a feeling,
and driving by will be
crushing rocks,
knives, pierced and pierced,
you won’t come back.
We won’t come back,
we never were,
I’ll be a memory, a faded smell
You’ll recognize in
someone else.
But i’ll miss you,
and maybe it’s not as hard for you,
my heart has slowly been breaking in two.